nucleus
awaken – i am reborn – seeing – calling – roll away the stone – rising
pacing through the ashes, holding fast the rope
finally believing in love and life and hope
beauty – sky, earth and moon – always moving – beating in tune – turning around…
reaching – drawn to the light – wanting – shooting into the night – glowing
getting ever deeper, closer to the core
the purpose and the meaning, the essence of it all!
harvest
i’ve drunk my fill, sunk my will,
bored myself with talk
end the dreaming,
time for seeing life as real as now
synchronized in sharp focus, tuned with space and time
led by instinct and emotion, ruled by heart and mind
taking it all in
for each breath i give i’m closing in
the path that leads you back is there all the time
no doors have been shut to keep you outside
benevolent skies will lead the way
on from yesterday
losing our sight of the goal,
we run around in our mazes alone
we run…
the treadmill is spinning around…
taking it all in
for each breath i give i’m closing in
i know i fail to see you as i should
i scrabble on blind, but want to do good
fearing the fears that hold the door
love is the key to all
book of hours
watching the world through the eyes of a child
leaving the past behind me
curiously peeping behind each door
already longing for tomorrow
there’s no need to fear as long as you’re here
it’s not always easy, not always plain
you cannot evade your sorrow
those are the terms in this old game
give and forgive for tomorrow
there’s no need to fear – i will be here
all of the reasons were lost in the wave
i scrabble around for reassurance
dragging my grapnel athwart the sea
scanning my book of hours
here
here – alone with my fear
if only i could leave this night behind and love life again
if only i could turn the tide and turn back the time
imagining – losing what’s real
How i would have needed you to be here by my side
we tore out all emotion
and i’m left with the pain
come, step through my head again and show me where i stand
i need the aim to guide me
leave the time that made the agony burn
lift me up again
the road i thought i’d burned suddenly appearing out of the blue
here and now –
that’s where I want to be
released from fears that hold me down,
torpid and drowned and languid…
so come, step through my head again
show me where i stand
i need the aim to blind me
leave the time that made the agony burn
lift me up again, my friend
this far from the sky
the works of wonder pass me unseen
so close in distance, yet so much lies between
seeing with blurry, myopic eyes
stuck in a limbo – so far from the sky
one-way devotion and a one track mind:
i am still yearning, though it clearly won’t be mine
too much confusion: all “how?” and “why?”
i need you near me to guide me from this storm i’m passing through
a moonlit path runs deep in the dark
guided by stars i follow with my heart
rely on comfort, rely on time
hope for direction and mercy
from that far, erratic sky
in freedom
amazed i looked up at the stars
and i wondered how many there are
and the other side seemed so irrelevant to me
just like a dream or somewhere between
and the rollers crashed hard on the shore
and the wind blew the songs to my door
the east held the promise of morning
and soon new worlds were born
calling me on – i’m going home
new worlds were born
calling me on…
Lyrics by Jan Erik Liljeström, except Here by Jan Erik Liljeström and Nicklas Berg
